Thursday, March 27, 2008

: tears on a plane ... vs ... O.R.D. :

... as I mentioned below, Mark Petersen's post about safety vs. risk got me to thinking. His post started off with this line ... "I sat on a plane last week and cried" ... which will get your attention. Mark has a great/responsible/challenging/rewarding role in a foundation that is working hard towards their vision of 'building charity capacity and stimulating innovative programs' in organizations across Canada and the world. Basically, this foundation attempts to support non-profit organizations that bring transformation to communities around the world.

So when, in Mark's words ... "it was the first time it hit me so starkly that some people will ultimately choose to go down the safe, predictable pathway that leads to … safe predictability … but also low impact, reduced relevance, and minimal discomfort" ...

I went back to thinking about risk and reward. Mark goes on ...
The scriptures in Matthew 25:14-30 and Luke 19:12-27 hit me - the one of the person who digs a hole to sock the valuable away for another day. Thinking that they are preserving the treasure, they end up hiding it and covering it up. The eventual result, I fear, is they will forget where it is hidden, and eventually will walk around aimlessly knowing there are gold coins in the earth somewhere … but where?

Why, when we are faced with the potential of multiplying impact, do we shrink back and maintain the status quo? Why are we motivated by fear, not faith? This paschal weekend, mediate on this thought: the story of Easter is one of great risk".


Back in January 2007 when I began the Executive Arrow leadership program, one of the presenters was Bobb Biehl, a former VP at World Vision International. As Director of World Vision Volunteers, he designed and developed programs which raised millions of dollars worldwide. Anyhow, Biehl went on to establish the MasterPlanning Group, and some very simple but very helpful and even profound leadership and management and planning tools, some of which I try to use regularly.

One of Biehl's dozen or so books is titled ... Stop Setting Goals If You Would Rather Solve Problems ... which, I admit, sounded kind of hokey to me at first. But I was wrong, and I bought my very own copy. Here's his thesis ... about 15% of the western world's population are goal setters. You know them, always wanting to set targets, measure results, begin with the end in mind, establish critical performance measures. They also ( according to Bobb, but I concur ) want everyone else to be like them, and if you're not, they kind of make you feel like a second class citizen. Biehl was one of these people for 25 years of his career, building promotion upon promotion, even his consulting practice on goal setting. One day he had an 'aha' moment. In the course of working with a client he observed a pattern that was new to him ... some people are natural problem solvers. Goal setting is counter-intuitive to them. They're never going to get it. So he went to work asking around his clientele ... and came to the conclusion that 80% of the population are problem solvers. That certainly puts things in perspective. But what about the remaining 5% ... who are they? what are they like? what's their bent, their unique contribution? He decided the 5% are what he calls opportunity oriented ( not opportunists ). He fleshes this out in the book, but in thinking about it, I fleshed it out myself some, and wrote to him, hoping I will get honourable mention in the next edition of 'Stop Setting Goals' ... just to have my name in a footnote about stopping goal setting would be an 'honour' :)

I simply do not 'get' goal setters. I knew exactly what he was talking about when he began to describe them. But if I simply don't get them ... I know I drive goal setters crazy. Trust me. So while I can't shed much light on their psyche, I think I have a few insights into the problem solvers and the opportunity oriented among us ( 85% ).

Among the Problem Solvers there must be at least 2 kinds ... those who are natural fixers ... and those who anticipate problems. The fixers are great, when stuff goes off the rails they like to get in there and put it back together. The anticipators are fixers as well, but my experience says they have this intuition, or something, that smells a problem in the works. Often, if you let them, they will go after the problem before it becomes obvious to everyone, and do a preemptive strike. Obviously, these are important people to have around as well. I was surprised he pegged them at 80% ... but he's been around the block a time or two.

Then there are the Opportunity Oriented. I came up with three basic kinds of OO's ... first, there are those who respond to an opportunity when presented with one. Second, there are those who, like the anticipatory fixers, recognize an opportunity in the offing. Something about discernment? Or vision maybe? Then there's the third category ... the opportunity creators. These folks, maybe they're entrepreneurs? have a way of sniffing out the combination of people, circumstances, resources, momentum, serendipity and maybe luck that tells them there is a gold mine here IF we take a little time, and maybe risk, to uncover it, or put the pieces of the puzzle together, or align the right conversations. This, btw, drives goal setters nuts.

What do you think? Am I way off base, or does your experience semi-confirm this? I can tell you where I was sitting in a conference room in the Gatineau Hills of Quebec where the lights went on for me. I was constantly PO'd at those goal setters. All about the numbers. All about proof. All about stats. No room for mystery, or intuition, or gut-sense. Now I can put them where they belong ... in the 15% file. I'm not saying there's no place for them, I am just saying there's a right place for them ... maybe. Somewhere. Probably once the real vision/direction has been set and some accountability is needed?

So I played around with this a little ... thinking about the leadership teams I have been part of, and Biehl's 80 / 15 / 5 rule of thumb isn't all that far off. In one leadership body half the staff were opportunity oriented: half recognize/respond and half creators, the other half creative advance fixers. The board were almost all problem solvers: mostly fixers, with a couple of anticipators, and there was one goal setter ( who stuck out like a sore thumb ). No wonder leadership team dynamics were unique ... mostly we had figured out how to work together, but boy, I wish I had this insight 10-15-20 years ago.

All that to say ... Mark P is an opportunity recognizer/creator. He sat, in tears, on a plane ... why? maybe because he had run into the 80% rule ... after-the-fact problem solvers who could not rise to the opportunity being presented to them. Scroll back up and re-read the rest of this quote again ... "people go down the safe, predictable pathway that leads to … safe predictability … but also low impact, reduced relevance, and minimal discomfort" ... and ask yourself ... who are the problem solvers in your world? the goal setters? the opportunity oriented?

I don't think one is better than the other ( although I tend to like some more than others ). I think we probably need each other to get things done, but we need to recognize each other's unique contributions. How might I do that better than I have? How can we together avoid having ORD ... 'Opportunity Recognition Deficit'?

Maybe the graphic below is a different way of saying the same thing?

... be a synthesizer.

dlc

: stop avoiding risk. start embracing it :

On Balancing Risk and Performance : IBM's 2008 Global CFO Study "Growing global risks. Rapidly changing environments. How are leaders responding? Learn about what more than 1200 CFOs and Senior Finance Executives from 79 countries have to say and what actions can be taken to build new flexibility and agility into organizations to help drive growth" ... G&M's Report on Business.

OK, so maybe my 'blogjam is broken? inspiration comes from strange places I guess? I was reading the Globe & Mail at StarBucks today, and I noticed a 3/4 page ad from IBM, which was far more eye-catching than their website is! Obviously, I am thinking lots these days about 'the Kingdom' and how an individual, a family, a small group, a faith community, a church, a denomination, a business, an organization, a government, a whatever ... can make a Kingdom difference in the 21stC? I think we would all agree there's the element of risk.

Over at Open Hands ( http://markpetersen.wordpress.com ) 'blog last week, Mark wondered about safety vs risk. Maybe that was in the back of my head when I saw the IBM ad today? Anyhow, more about Mark's March 20th post later. Watch for it ... Tears on a Plane.

Basically, I think what I am wondering is ... "where is the fine line between security based, money-in-the-bank, compliance ... vs ... challenge, opportunity, Spirit-led risk when it comes to faith based ministries?" For many, or maybe most, this isn't an issue, as they operate on a shoestring, but when the scales tip and there is cash, why do we sometimes bury it, and not invest it again? Or, when opportunity presents itself, why don't we think beyond the box and just maybe see things differently, in a new light? Or finally, why simply stay safe, predictable, and on the known path, instead of the road less taken? An inability to rise to stuff bugs me. Kind of like ... in mammon we trust.

Anyhow, if IBM can be asking the right kind of questions about appropriate ( financial ) risk, why isn't more of the Church asking? why are the ones who are asking so often shut down? Questions, questions, questions ... ironically, Big Blue's ad ended with a challenge:

stop talking, start doing.


dlc

: a missing week in the life of a 'blog :

... here it is, Thursday again, or already, a week has passed since I wrote anything. Granted, it was Easter weekend, kids were home from school, trips to the mainland were made, and all that. Taking a page from Bing's 'blog ... here is a semi-random sampling of last week's ideas, conversations, challenges and ...

Maundy Thursday : planned to attend UBC's main campus prospective student orientation day with Fraser, but after arranging all the other details, and I mean ALL the other details, UBC's student site wouldn't let him register for Thursday, so we changed gears and went for Tuesday, only to find out Thursday would have worked after all. Note to self ... inefficiency and generalities from big institutions can be very frustrating. I'd better remember that for whatever incarnation my life takes this next few months.

Easter Weekend : for the first time in 8 years I haven't been involved in planning or leading Easter services at Lambrick Park Church. A nice change, but weird. Ended up having a mellow long weekend, which isn't saying much given that every day is like a Saturday these days! Missed the sunrise service on the beach due to rain, bummer. It went on, but I didn't reach on it, lazy bum that I am.

Easter Monday : Spring Break wrapping up, took Megg and roommate Claire to the ferry, along with Fras as we were headed to UBC. Ran into Jamie S on the ferry, a real treat. She has started her new job, or calling maybe? with MCC in Vancouver's DTES ( Down Town East Side ) working with immigrant families, primarily Latino, given her Spanish. Got settled into Carey Hall residence by 8 pm, and went downtown to catch the 9 pm IMAX showing of U2:3D ... wow! Pretty remarkable. I have the Vertigo Tour DVD filmed in Chicago's United Center, but this was filmed outdoors in Buenos Aires, Argentina in a stadium that must hold 60,000. Sound was phenomenal, 3D was crazy, only thing missing ( for me ) was Elevation and Mysterious Ways. However, Miss Sarejevo might well have made up for it? Simply ... wow.

Tuesday : UBC's 'Degree-in-a-Day' with Fraser. A very big campus. 2 hour walking tour. 40,000 is a lot of students. Surprisingly, a lot of USA students checking UBC out. A teensy bit of attitude on UBC's part ... the assumption being everyone wants to be there ... whereas in reality I'd say it was 50/50 people admitted already, and those still scoping schools out. Vanier Place, one of two huge 1st/2nd year student residence complexes houses 1,400 18-19-20 year olds in 10 buildings. Totem Park just down the East Mall houses another 1,200. Hmmm ... can you say "concentrated party zone" 3x fast? Outta there by 3:45 pm thinking the 5 pm ferry is a no-brainer. Not! At 4 pm the 5 was full, and the 7 pm sailing was 43% already. Right ... end of Spring Break.

Wednesday : totally mellow day. Read/re-read a bunch of stuff from organizational thinkers at MIT ... Senge, Scharmer and friends. Really fascinating material. Not sure if many folks actually get it, or can implement it in their organizations, but you have to start somewhere I guess? I've read these guys over the years, and picked up an idea here, a thought there, and probably applied some bits and pieces. It is fun to be re-reading their stuff having taken a step back, and maybe seeing the forest, not just the trees, which so easily happens when you've got the pedal to the metal working fulltime and then some ( like most of you reading this ). But that's partly what this few months break is about, right?

Hockey : took in the Salmon Kings game Saturday night with Pete L. Was good. SKings have partnered to do some fund raising for the Breast Cancer Foundation, and were giving away soft pink t-shirts. Must have had 8,000 shirts on hand. By the end of the game, as the Kings fought their way back from a 2-0 deficit I think all 5,300 fans in attendance were waving a t-shirt, egging the Kings on. It was either profound, that much pink in support of cancer research, or a bit odd, a hockey arena awash in pastel pink. A side note ... people get a little crazy when free stuff is available. Watch sometime.

Last night we had a mix of Avalanche fans and Canuckleheads over for pizza as the battle for the last playoff spot was partly at stake. Kyle & Amy were actually at the game in Denver. Now that is commitment.

Gotta run,

dlc

Thursday, March 20, 2008

? does this woman look like a radical to you ?


You tell me ... does this woman look like a radical organizational thinker to you? Me neither, but I was wrong. Try these quotes on for size.

"most people have a desire to love their organizations. They fell in love with the identity that is trying to be expressed. They connected with the founding vision. But then we took this vital passion and institutionalized it. We created an organization" ...

Wait, it gets better, or worse, depending ...

"people who loved the purpose grow to disdain the institution that was created to fulfill it. Passion mutates into procedures, rules and roles. Instead of purpose, we have policies. Instead of being free to create, we impose constraints that squeeze the life out of us. The organization is frozen in time. We see it's dead and bloated form and resent it for what it prevents us from doing" ...

As a thinker / writer / advocate for almost 35 years now, Meg Wheatley's 'landmark' book Leadership and the New Science : Discovering Order in a Chaotic World gathers up a lifetime of teaching, researching, observing and challenging the status quo. All I can say is ... Ouch! or did I say that already? okay, maybe damn? I'm sorry, but what's not to get about this?

dlc

ps. this might be a really bad idea right now, but as I have a 75 minute drive up over the Malahat to Camp Imadene to pick up some of Lambrick's senior high kids from a work week I plan to listen to a podcast of Frank Viola and George Barna discussing their book Pagan Christianity? exploring the roots of our church practices. Might be just enough to push me over the edge, not good, if you know the Malahat!

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

: thinkin' about time :

... one of the great but bizarre things about the 21stC is portable music. I remember when Sony's WalkMan came out. My iPod is as basic as you can get, but I swap various handpicked playlists back and forth all the time while waiting for the the iPhone's price to come down ( who says Canadians need Rogers? I have an 18 year old with an eBay iPhone working just fine. Although, I think it holds a lot more songs than my $79 Shuffle ).

One of those playlists is Hootie & the Blowfish's 'Best of ... 1993-2003' ... I'm not going to pretend to be qualified to editorially comment on music like Bing can, Kingsley will, or Randy often does. I just enjoy it, and sometime it makes me think, differently. A good thing.

Cracked Rear View, which remarkably is the 12th best selling album in music business history, included hits Hold My Hand, Let Her Cry, Only Wanna Be With You, and Time. Drowning was a little too in-your-face I guess? But given Obama's week, maybe someone should dig it up again as it asks some great questions.

1993 and 1996 releases under Atlantic Records picked up Old Man & Me ( an old man's retrospective on a young man's involvement in a war ), Only Wanna Be With You ( settled out-of-court with Bob Dylan for unauthorized use of lyrics from Tangled Up in Blue ), and, of course, Time. 2000's Scattered, Smothered and Covered covered a diverse range of bands from 54-40 to Zeppelin, Bill Withers to Roy Orbison and R.E.M. Even though sued by him, H&TB contributed to a Bob Dylan tribute album with 'The Ballad of Hollis Brown' ... and countless songs found their way onto sitcom and movie soundtracks.

Time is one of those songs, like several of the above, that sound upbeat but have often profound, questioning lyrics. Kind of plaintive, semi-searching, sort of hopeful, almost. It is a great song to dig out when you are feeling a little lost, maybe confused about your life, or life in your world, whether locally or even cosmically. I keep a foot tall 50 year old hourglass on my shelves ... among my other knicknacks and mementos, just to remind me that time is a resource, an ally, an enemy sometimes. Here's someone with a few bones to pick with time, but that's OK. Get it out, I say. Maybe our songwriters and poets are psychologically far healthier than the majority of us?

Anyhow, this post came to me while on a nice long walk in the March sunshine this aft, so I thought I'd share it with you. I listened to 2006's Live in Charleston at www.hootie.com while typing this, and as it wraps up ( right about now ) 'The Killing Stone' is playing. Downright biblical. Say what you will, H&TB is just what the doctor ordered once in a while. Anyways, here's the lyrics to Time ... enjoy them.

dlc

***

TIME

Time, why you punish me?
Like a wave bashing into the shore
You wash away my dreams.

Time, why you walk away?
Like a friend with somewhere to go
You left me crying.

Can you teach me about tomorrow?
And all the pain and sorrow, running free?
'Cause tomorrow's just another day
And I don't believe in time.

Time, I don't understand
Children killing in the street
Dying for the color of red

Time, hey there red and blue
Wash 'em in the ocean, make them clean
Maybe their mothers won't cry tonight?

Can you teach me about tomorrow?
All the pain and sorrow, running free?
But tomorrow's just another day
And I don't believe in ...

Time is wasting
Time is walking
You ain't no friend of mine
I don't know where I'm goin'
I think I'm out of my mind
Thinking about time.

And if I die tomorrow, yeah
Just lay me down to sleep.

Time is wasting
Time is walking
You ain't no friend of mine
I don't know where I'm goin'
I think I'm out of my mind
Thinking about time.

Time, you left me standing there
Like a tree growing all alone
The wind just stripped me bare, stripped me bare

Time, the past has come and gone
The future's far away, but
Now only lasts for one second, one second

Can you teach me about tomorrow?
And all the pain and sorrow, running free?

'Cause tomorrow's just another day
And I don't believe in time ...

Time ... time ... time ...
You ain't no friend of mine
I don't know where I'm goin'
I think I'm out of my mind
Thinking about time.
Walking, wasting ... wasting time.

Time, why you punish me?

Monday, March 17, 2008

: a metaphor :

... who knew? the Denver Broncos actually held an audition workshop for those wanting to try out for the cheerleading squad? Let's see ... tutoring for interviews for a role on the sidelines of Invesco Field at Mile High Stadium. Half dressed.

... at the other end of the spectrum, Wall Street is tottering on the edge after an 85 year old pillar of financial strength ( Bear Stearns )
was brought to the brink last week as the fall out from the sub prime mortgage phenomenon continues to roll out. Just for a little perspective cnnmoney.com's top 5 stories today are all dealing with this ... from Wall St struggling back today, to the 'End of Wall St as we know it' ... and a little sidebar comment stating that James Cayne, Bear's former CEO, collected almost $40 million in pay for 2006.

I guess this post marks a return to my 'one serious; one silly' 'blogging pattern? but it does say something about modern life ... on one hand, a multi-million dollar organization putting on workshops for auditions for cheerleading, and on the other hand incredibly critical global ramifications playing out as a result of thousands of small decisions on risking lending practices.

This feels like a metaphor for my headspace these days ( as evidenced by this morning's post ). Small, seemingly insignificant things can end up derailing what once looked invincible ... sometimes important, stable givens are far more vulnerable than we dreamed. And yet, all across the same country dozens of teams will hold cheerleading audition workshops ... for what? I'm just thinking about where else that money could be put to use. People are walking away from homes they mortgaged for less than the Broncos organization spent on these workshops. And yes, long term homeless people probably could be helped and housed with the same financial investment. Crazy. Didn't Tony Campolo ask a few years ago ...

"who switched the pricetags?"

dlc

: monday morning perspective : mid-march :

... hey, I'm back. Just didn't have much intelligent to contribute last half of last week, not sure why. As some of you will know by my FaceBook status over the weekend I was doing the semi-mindless task of unpacking my books, and re-shelving them here at home. Of course, I couldn't leave well enough alone, noooo ... I had to get thinking about all that is in them as I sorted them into categories. Karen asked me if I could tell her a bit about each one of the maybe 500? and I figure I could on 98%.

... so, I found myself drawn to the macro stuff about systems, organizations, whatever. Peter Senge ( MIT ), Dee Hock ( VISA ), Daniel Goleman ( Harvard ) ... people thinking and writing about systemic matters ... not sure why that stuff turns my crank, fires my imagination, makes me wonder how that kind of change could ever take place, but it does. I already have a 'between employment' reading list as long as my arm, so adding to it probably isn't helpful, unless of course, it is part of the discerning process for where I choose to invest my energies this next go 'round?

... some days, or parts of some days I simply want to make a tangible investment in an obvious way, go to work, do my thing, go home, get up next day and do it all over again. Other days, or parts of them, I'm intrigued by far out fantastical possibilities that you would have a hard time proving make much of a difference if not looking at the long view: global governance ( Thomas Homer-Dixon ), organizational 're-conceiving'( Hock's chaordic push past the popular re-organizing, re-structuring, re-engineering, re-gurgitating of our institutions ), learning organizations ( Senge's SoL institute ), emotional and social intelligence ( Goleman ), and others.

... I guess the phrase that is coming to me these days, whether about former places I have worked, or local challenges ( Victoria's homeless and addictions paralysis/gridlock ), or regional, provincial, national and/or international macro-issues is ... "failure of imagination" ... can we be so self-satisfied, or possibly so petty, or so turf protecting, that we can't look up and see that if we put our heads together creatively on some of these things we could actually see progress? Now that? that ... I could get behind with some passion.

Your thoughts?

dlc

ps. here's my partial re-reading list ... I may go crazy yet!

Thomas Homer-Dixon : Ingenuity Gap / Upside of Down
Peter Senge : The Fifth Discipline / Presence / Theory U
Jim Collins : Built2Last / Good2Great / G2G and Social Sectors
Daniel Goleman : Primal Leadership / Social Intelligence
Dallas Willard : Divine Conspiracy / Renovation of the Heart
Brian McLaren : Everything Must Change / Secret Message of Jesus
Miroslav Volf : Free of Charge / Exclusion & Embrace
Tim Conder : Church in Transition
Tim Keel : Intuitive Leadership
Tim Keller : The Reason for God
NT Wright : Simply Christian / Surprised by Hope
Hirsch & Frost : Shaping of Things to Come / Forgotten Ways
Kester Brewin : Signs of Emergence
Eliyahu M Goldratt : The Goal
Naomi Klien : The Shock Doctrine
Jared Diamond : Collapse
Vern Storey : Leadership at the Interface
Dee Hock : Birth of the Chaordic Age

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

: tackling trends ... oh how true :

... very little needs to be said about this graphic, except that I stumbled across David Armano's blog a few weeks ago, thought it looked very interesting, and now I am loving it, and telling all my friends about it ... wait just a minute! check it out at www.darmano.typepad.com ... logic+emotion ... some great food-for-thought there.

dlc

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

: blessed are the poor in spirit :

... those of you reading this are not at all unfamiliar with the words in the Sermon on the Mount where Jesus advocates a whole new set of values, or way of thinking about our life on earth. An all time favourite book is John Stott's Christian Counter-Culture : the Message of the Sermon on the Mount ... which came out more than 30 years ago. I could have used the hard cover version, as my 1978 paperback version is pretty beaten up.

... I grew up on the standard teaching(s) on the Sermon on the Mount, but Stott stopped me in my tracks, and made me look at it differently. Since then I've heard plenty of sermons on the whole sermon, not just the Beatitudes, and I'm guessing somewhere some preacher was the one who re-framed 'poor in spirit' as humble, whether or not their circumstances demand humility or not, or maybe an even better word, teachable? Teachability is high on my list of attractive things in a co-worker, a colleague, a partner, a child, a leader, a supervisor, a teacher, an elder, a pastor, a mayor, a premier, a prime minister, a president. Why? maybe they will inherit the Kingdom of Heaven ... due to their posture, not their positional power.

... it is odd, but probably clarifying, for me to rehearse the last 2-4-6-8-10 years in terms of who is/was teachable, appropriately humble, poor-in-spirit even. We all get things wrong. We often get things right. The trick, in my books, seems to be knowing when we're right, not to ram stuff down people's throats. And when we're wrong, to accept that, learn from it, not be a pompous jerk about it. Then there's my final category ... those oblivious to the fact that there may actually be a snowball's chance in Victoria that they might not be right all of the time. If you ask me they're too busy being right, and too often telling people exactly why, to have a humble, or teachable thought cross their minds. Rather sad, but just try and tell them.

Personally? I wouldn't mind having 'poor-in-spirit' on my gravestone.

dlc

Friday, March 7, 2008

: to bookstore? or not to bookstore :

One of several trivia game questions at Saturday's ( excellent :) farewell deal was ... "where is Don's favourite place to shop?" ... and the envelope please : Bolen's, a local independent bookstore, Chapters, and amazon.com ( although, I am likin' AbeBooks more and more, as a glocal Victoria, now international outfit ). Every once in a while I'll wander into the local Christian Book store, as I did this morning, compliments of a $25 gift card tucked into a card last Saturday night. I was struck by a couple of things:

First, David Fitch's 'Great Giveaway' and Hirch&Frost's 'Shaping of Things to Come' were both on the 'Church Growth' shelf. Oops! Secondly, I was able to escape only $10 poorer with both my friend Vaden Earle's 'ONE : a Face Behind the Numbers' and Shane Clairborne's new book 'Jesus for President' ...

What struck me, you ask? well there's this controversy brewing in Victoria about how to cope with our growing poverty / homelessness / addictions issues, especially downtown. I am re-reading John Grisham's 1998 legal novel 'The Street Lawyer' as it was the book, oddly enough, that piqued my interest in urban ministry back in 2002. So I resisted the urge to get the two 'church leadership' books that jumped out at me, Gordon MacDonald's 'Who Stole My Church?' and Barna's 'Pagan Christianity' and went with ONE and Jesus4Prez instead. Why? well, MacDonald and Barna would probably only re-inforce what I already know ( and experienced the last few years ) and make me mad(der). Hopefully, Vaden and Shane will make me mad, but for the right reasons, and will help me begin to sort out what to do about it. I'm less and less sure what we call the evangelical church 'as it is' is actually hitting the bullseye, if God thinks in terms of hitting bullseyes? OK, is actually properly tracking towards a Kingdom fulfillment mindset.

'nuff said ...

dlc

Monday, March 3, 2008

: just wondering about wwjd :

... can you tell my attempt at productivity this Monday morning is less than anticipated? I saw this on Scott William's 'blog ... 'diagonally parked in a parallel universe' ... and it is a good question this week, as Paul T asked us last night at thePlace to think about a specific disaster area in the world right now. My mind immediately went to the recent re-escalation of violence in Darfur, and when I saw this graphic, got to thinking ... most of our global disasters right now are not natural ones, they are human. Jesus, I am pretty sure, wouldn't 'bomb' anyone. He'd challenge them, overturn a few tables maybe, but there's way too much bombing going on. As Paul had us pray in response ...

"Lord, in Your mercy, hear our prayers"

dlc

: monday morning perspective :

... similar to, inspired by, and almost as rambling as some Monday Morning Quarterback ideas out there, I woke up early this morning with a jumble of perspectives competing for attention in my mind, hence the MMP post title.

It is the 3rd of March, and while I wasn't holding to hard and fast deadlines, I did give myself February off, and semi-psychologically saw Saturday night's soiree as a turning point, in that I am really, truly officially done at LPC. Last Friday, one of my more concrete friends asked me point blank ... "so, you start job-hunting Monday morning?" as if it were that obvious, easy and straightforward ( it isn't, to me, just yet ).

Anyhow, the competing perspectives were ... my little world, and my attempts to figure out what or how I should invest my energies, or acquired skills ( both of them if possible ), and/or passions/interests in this next run of employment ... versus a couple of other perspective rattling items.

Last night, standing the in Cafe talking* with Dave B and James K someone mentioned that Norman Jeffrey ( Jeff ) Healey had died ... at 41 years old. Healey had blossomed into a mature jazz musician, articulate and very well respected, and even though I am a neanderthal when it come to jazz, it has been great following his career and his developing perspectives on music, overcoming a serious handicap and just getting on with life. Colin and I ended up watching a chunk of an interview on VisionTV ( of all places ) just the other night where Healey talked at length about his faith journey, raised as the son of a United Church mother, and a Baptist father. Interestingly, he pinned a significant crossroad as a decision when he was about 8 by a visiting aunt who was planning on taking Jeff and his buddy to Sunday School. When she discovered that his friends' family was Catholic she refused to take him to church with them. Basically, at that point Healey suggested his questions/doubts about organized religion began.

I am sure someone better equipped than I will post about Healey's musical influence, and his journey through a lifetime of battling the cancer that claimed his sight when he was just a year old, however, it is inspiring to read and to observe. His latest CD "Mess of Blues" is about to be released ... now post-humously ... sadly. ).

Then I read Coop's post and link to Scott W's ponderings about 'Christianity as a Sub-Culture' and didn't know whether to get mad, be resigned, agree, or throw in the towel. Here's a little of what Coop wrote ... 'Scott mentions incarnational living which is kingdom values and living them out in the world outside the church walls which is difficult when many churches have to hire a consultant to see what their neighborhood is thinking. In some ways it goes back to the turn of the 20th century with evangelicalism's struggle then to deal with modernity and we secluded ourselves in Christian camps, t-shirts, music, politics, and art. Also while struggling with engaging culture, we have tossed aside Kingdom values and exchanged them for the values of power, control, and money which even the most committed opponent of the faith will say are the ways of Christ. As John Wimber once wrote, everyone seems to be able to see this except those of us in the church. "Folks, the world knows what this is supposed to look like. Years ago in New York City, I got into a taxi cab with an Iranian driver, who could hardly speak English ( but ended up asking me ) "Do you know about church?" I said, "Well, I know a little bit about it; what do you know?" It was a long trip from one end of Manhattan to the other, and all the way down he told me one horror story after another that he’d heard about the church - every horrible thing you could imagine. We finally get to where we were going, I paid him, and as we’re standing there on the landing I gave him an extra-large tip. He got a suspicious look in his eyes—he’d been around, you know.

I said, "Answer me this one question." Now keep in mind, I’m planning on witnessing to him. "If there was a God and if he had a church, what would it be like?" He stood there for awhile making up his mind whether to play or not. Finally he sighed and said, "Well, if there was a God and he had a church—they would care for the poor, heal the sick, and they wouldn’t charge you money to teach you the Book." I turned around and it was like an explosion in my chest. "Oh, God." I just cried, I couldn’t help it. I thought, "Oh Lord, they know. The world knows what the Church is supposed to be like. The ones that don’t know are the Church." When you joined the kingdom, you expected to be used of God. I’ve talked to thousands of people, and almost everybody has said, "When I signed up, I knew that caring for the poor was part of it—I just kind of got weaned off of it, because no one else was doing it." Folks, I’m not saying, "Do something heroic." I’m not saying, "Take on some high standard, sell everything you have and go." Now, if Jesus tells you that, that’s different, but I’m not saying that. I’m just saying, participate. Give some portion of what you have—time, energy, money, on a regular basis—to this purpose, to redeeming people, to caring for people. Share your heart and life with somebody that’s not easy to sit in the same car with. Are you hearing me? That’s where you’ll really see the kingdom of God.

So ... Jeff Healey, put off organized religion at 8 years of age is dead at 41. Scott and Jordon are appropriately messing with my head on all this. Meanwhile, I am supposed to be trying to figure out what to do between now and retirement ... 15-20 years maybe? Last week a well-intentioned acquaintence offered me an 'opportunity' ... now that I am an ex-pastor ... to get involved in a MLM scheme promoting ( and making wads of ca$h on ) a 'healthy' energy drink that is taking on all those caffienated buzz drinks. Thankfully, I can't even remember the name of it rght now. Is it just me? or was that a lot of potential paradim shifting for one weekend?

Sheesh!

dlc

* ps. talking with DB and JK ... about blind musicians. The two Healey songs people remember in his pre-jazz days are 'Angel Eyes' and 'See the Light' ... and then there's Ray Charles, and Stevie Wonder. What IS it about these guys that allows them to overcome their "handicap" with such secure stage presences? I love that, or ... I love them for that?